Mixed Emotions, by DeMoni Cade

Mixed Emotions

by DeMoni Cade

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1.	You Are Loved 03:06	lyrics	buy track
I haven't wrote a song in the past week I try to sit and write but it leaves me I guess I'm, not alright You never leave my mind oh it hurts I can still feel where your touch burns Oh darling, I'm sorry And I know that people grow apart It happens all the time But I never stopped needing you Oh I always tried to Keep you close And let you know How loved your soul is And if I could've changed your mind I would've tried As I have always done oh my friend I can't wait to see you again I haven't gone outside in the past week I try to go out but it's all anxiety I guess I'm, not alright And I still remember our adventures Sneaking movies, kicked out of a Spencer's Oh, we laughed, and we cried And I know that people grow apart It happens all the time But I never stopped needing you Oh I always tried to Keep you close And let you know How loved your soul is And if I could've changed your mind I would've tried As I have always done oh my friend I can't wait to see you again [Instrumental/bridge] Yeah I know that people grow apart It happens all the time But I never stopped needing you Oh I always tried to Keep you close And let you know How loved your soul is And if I could've changed your mind I would've tried As I have always done oh my friend I can't wait to see you again
2.	Problems 03:22	lyrics	buy track
Maybe I need some time alone Some time to figure out what I need Maybe it’s you, baby it’s you, baby it’s always been you But that’s not enough, according to me I got problems, running around my head And you could solve them, but I push you away instead And that’s not helpful, I know I don’t do you right And I could fix that, if I could back together my life It’s not like I wanna do this to you I couldn’t control myself if I had to Yeah, I know that I don’t make it easy You deserve love, you don’t deserve this It’s not like I wanna do this to you I couldn’t control myself if I had to Yeah, I know that I don’t make it easy You deserve love, you deserve love, yeah If I can make it up to you Let me know, I can work it all through I never meant to make it so hard But when I see your face, I fall apart I’m insecure, I know You that too, but still you love this fool I’ll bounce back, I know I’ll never go flat But until then I got problems, running around my head And you could solve them, but I push you away instead And that’s not helpful, I know I don’t do you right And I could fix that, if I could back together my life It’s not like I wanna do this to you I couldn’t control myself if I had to Yeah, I know that I don’t make it easy You deserve love, you don’t deserve this It’s not like I wanna do this to you I couldn’t control myself if I had to Yeah, I know that I don’t make it easy You deserve love, you deserve love, yeah Now I don't mean to be rude The last thing that I want is to hurt you I always put you before all my needs to And that's exactly what lovers are supposed to do Sometimes I hit the ground just a little bit too hard And I can't dust myself off Can't find the way to start Your love finds me always guides me back You help me pick up the pieces of my mind that I've cracked Yeah, I know it's kinda whack The way I Switch like I'm playing Nintendo, I'm not okay with that I take it back Caught up in my own mind like Times are tough we'll figure it out until then this is where I'm at I got problems, running around my head And you could solve them, but I push you away instead And that’s not helpful, I know I don’t do you right And I could fix that, if I could back together my life It’s not like I wanna do this to you I couldn’t control myself if I had to Yeah, I know that I don’t make it easy You deserve love, you don’t deserve this It’s not like I wanna do this to you I couldn’t control myself if I had to Yeah, I know that I don’t make it easy You deserve love, you deserve love, yeah
3.	Midnight Thoughts 03:08	lyrics	buy track
Am I gonna be a famous popstar? Will I ever see the northern lights? Baby can I hold you like I want And wake up every morning by your side? I'm clouded with these bad thoughts With these sad thoughts Will I make it thoughts Probably not thoughts Do something else thoughts Okay just, let me take a quick break I'll just, take a couple days Give myself time to concentrate Well I know how it went the past time I said That won't be the last time I know That I'll do it next time Believe That, I won't let it happen again you can see that I'm on a new grind, 5 AM I only get 3 hours of sleep until I'm at it again I treat these lyrics like an old friend Write them all down, give my dreams to a paper and pen Maybe, somebody else will find comfort Maybe, my pain will finally be worth it Maybe, I'm just spitting out shit To make my own life easier to deal with Am I gonna be a famous popstar? Will I ever see the northern lights? Baby can I hold you like I want And wake up every morning by your side? Am I gonna be a famous popstar? Will I ever see the northern lights? Baby can I hold you like I want And wake up every morning by your side? And I could never slow down Gotta keep on moving If I stop to think now It'll be less about the music And that's all I really know Struggled in school, but I can make a song flow Quit my job, said goodbye and I left my home Moved states I gotta find a new place to play No money in my bank but I know I gotta place to stay Busking late nights, in downtown Noke Playing every open mic, trying to meet new folks I'm a little out my comfort zone Pushing my limits, gotta carry on Making new friends, asking for advice If I could finally get a gig, that'd be nice Chilling in the closet Sleeping on the floor Put the wood up, no lock on the side door I can't afford a meal She always has my back One day, I'll make it big and I will pay her back for that And for all the times that she helped me through something Until then I'm up late at night just wondering Am I gonna be a famous popstar? Will I ever see the northern lights? Baby can I hold you like I want And wake up every morning by your side? Am I gonna be a famous popstar? Will I ever see the northern lights? Baby can I hold you like I want And wake up every morning by your side?
4.	BLOOM 03:24	lyrics	buy track
Eight years ago, I found my better half She held me close, through my all bitterness And she kept me up When I was caving in I just wanted to feel loved And now we Figured out Where our lives belong Even when the dark may bring us Down and block us out You'll always have me now So let the love shine through When we Bloom When we bloom When we bloom Hey Gabrielle, I hope you're well It's been a few days, since I've reached out But I thought of you When I wrote this tune To tell you how I truly feel But you Already know So keep that close Even when the tides may bring you Down and block you out You'll always have me now So let the love shine through When we Bloom When we bloom When we bloom When we Bloom When we bloom When we bloom Our future will fall into place There's no need to worry, why such a hurry We'll learn to love life in this space Even when it's blurry, still better when you're with me Our future will fall into place There's no need to worry, why such a hurry We'll learn to love life in this space Even when it's blurry, still better when you're with me Bloom When we bloom When we bloom When we Bloom When we bloom When we bloom
5.	Distractions 03:52	lyrics	buy track
I just got a call late this morning My boss said that, she has to let me go I still gotta find how to pay rent So when the night comes I ain't going home I just gotta a lot of things that are on my mind Somethings that I can't forget Trying to sow the seeds, but it just takes time And I'll see what I get Yeah I know, I'm fucked I can't pay my bills I laser focus on the future, that I'm trying to build And these distractions, keep hacking, at my mental health I'm clouded like Wooo, Wooo, Wooo, Wooo I got a bit too high last night Too many hits and I lost my keys I try to stay on the grind But in the process I lose me I just gotta a lot of things that are on my mind Somethings that I can't forget Trying to sow the seeds, but it just takes time And I'll see what I get Yeah I know, I'm fucked I can't pay my bills I laser focus on the future, that I'm trying to build And these distractions, keep hacking, at my mental health I'm clouded like Wooo, Wooo, Wooo, Wooo Yeah I know, I'm screwed I can see it clear My friends have all gone off to college, but I'm still right here I'm making money, off the music that is in my head I'm singing like Woo, Woo, Woo, Woo I try to work it out, I try to work it out But I'm caught in circles I try to work it out, I try to work it out But I'm caught in circles I try to work it out, I try to work it out But I'm caught in circles I try to work it out, I try to work it out Yeah I know, I'm fucked I can't pay my bills I laser focus on the future, that I'm trying to build And these distractions, keep hacking, at my mental health I'm clouded like Wooo, Wooo, Wooo, Wooo Yeah I know, I'm screwed I can see it clear My friends have all gone off to college, but I'm still right here I'm making money, off the music that is in my head I'm singing like Woo, Woo, Woo, Woo Wooo, Wooo
6.	Bad Guy 03:57	lyrics	buy track
Feels like I've been doing this for hours without you on my mind And I'm done picking you flowers, you can get them all yourself if you try You know I've crashed and I burned and you've walked away again leaving me in the tracks, I don't want you to look back It's all you come and you go and you try to put on a show For all of your favorite friends, I'm the bad guy again Not this time, it's all been what's said and done Fuck yourself I know I'll find a better one She'll be sweet and kinder than you ever were Just wait till you meet her Waking up without you's been the most peaceful sleep, I've ever had I don't need to worry, cause I've bet you've probably found yourself another bed You know you've, kept strumming on these heart strings Kept playing all these simple games Hiding in the shadows when you know I needed you most It doesn't a genius to Uncover all your hidden truths Now it's finally clear that they are starting to see you through Not this time, it's all been what's said and done Fuck yourself I know I'll find a better one She'll be sweet and kinder than you ever were Just wait till you meet her She is love and inspiration every time she breathes When she speaks it's just the sweetest melody I finally know why life is worth fighting for Just wait till you meet her It's not like I won't miss you But I know I'll get back up And if time will never heal me It'll take a little love I know the futures coming I can see it in her eyes And I'm glad I'm moving How is that for a bad guy We both made mistakes and that is something that we can't deny Only difference is I was willing to give us another try Time and Time again I'd call your phone And you would not pick it up and I know you weren't alone It's either this or it's that or it's stuff that fail to do Wanted me to beg and plead well I've got some news for you Not this time, it's all been what's said and done Fuck yourself I know I'll find a better one She'll be sweet and kinder than you ever were Just wait till you meet her She is love and inspiration every time she breathes When she speaks it's just the sweetest melody I finally know why life is worth fighting for Just wait till you meet her Just wait till you meet her I finally know why life is worth fighting for Just wait till you meet her
7.	Like Rain 04:28	lyrics	buy track
I feel further from myself than I did yesterday lost in a complicated space trapped in my brain oh you are the ornly one that keeps me sane you are the light inside my dark oh you are explosive colors inside my frame oh you are the beat that's in my heart So we'll stop time And we'll be fine just hold me darling don't ever let this go Hold fast this pain Won't last, like rain baby it'll fall and go I feel trapped beneath the waves Held down, the shapes they look familiar I swear that I've seen that face So we'll stop time And we'll be fine just hold me darling don't ever let this go Hold fast this pain Won't last, like rain baby it'll fall and go Take shelter Take shelter This time we're going under Take shelter Take shelter This time we're going under Take shelter Take shelter This time we're going under Take shelter Take shelter This time we're going under So we'll stop time And we'll be fine just hold me darling don't ever let this go Hold fast this pain Won't last, like rain baby it'll fall and go
8.	When the Night's Gone 04:04	lyrics	buy track
First touch First love You opened my eyes, and I woke up What's in the past Our memories in stained glass I woke up and now you're gone An angel in her sleep Is not ours to keep We will beg for you to stay But when the nights gone angels fly away First words Her first steps into a New world, and she woke up First days Her first goodbyes She kissed my cheek, I wished her luck An angel in her sleep Is not ours to keep We will beg for you to stay But when the nights gone angels fly away These moments aren't lost in time They're memories that I've kept in my mind Just know we'll never be apart Distance could never keep you from being my heart An angel in her sleep Is not ours to keep We will beg for you to stay But when nights gone angels fly away But when nights gone angels fly away But when nights gone angels fly away
9.	Dreamland 03:52	lyrics	buy track
It won’t be long You can hold onto me I’ll guide your fall As you drift to sleep Think about your dreams Where you want to be On the beach With your daughter and me And Gypso she smiles Cause she's a mommas girl And you smile Cause she is your whole damn world It won’t be long You can hold onto me I’ll guide your fall As you drift to sleep Think about what's next What happens in your head? Not at our best No we haven't hit that yet And you fly Higher than you've ever dreamed And I fly Farther than the eye can see It won’t be long You can hold onto me I’ll guide your fall As you drift to sleep

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released December 16, 2022

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DeMoni Cade Elmira, New York

DeMoni Cade started writing music when he was fifteen and ever since he has made his music a priority above everything else. On the stage he invites you to share his experiences while creating a memorable performance. He makes sure you can feel the passion he puts into his lyrics, through his warm vocals, and acoustic guitar. ... more